The curious thoughts of Jaron Summers

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

The hearing began without anyone announcing it.

No gavel.

No courtroom.

No judge wearing robes purchased at excessive taxpayer expense.

Just a meadow above Los Angeles, a wounded bee resting in Miren’s hand, and an Ambassador who looked as though entire civilizations had once apologized after disappointing him.

The helicopters were closer now.

Their lights drifted across distant hills.

The Ambassador ignored them.

That worried me.

People generally ignore helicopters only when they possess something larger.

He looked at me.

Not aggressively.

Not warmly.

Simply thoroughly.

I had spent years examining patients.

The Ambassador examined people the way astronomers examine stars.

As systems.

As probabilities.

As histories waiting to reveal themselves.

“This is the human?” he asked again.

I sighed.

“I really need a name tag.”

Nothing happened.

I was beginning to suspect Bee Civilization had outlawed sarcasm.

The Ambassador folded his hands behind his back.

“Your name is Jed Walker.”

“Correct.”

“You are a physician.”

“Also correct.”

“You have been arrested three times.”

I blinked.

“Only one of those was my fault.”

Miren glanced at me.

“Only one?”

“Possibly one and a half.”

Elian’s shoulders moved slightly.

The closest thing she had to a laugh.

The Ambassador remained unmoved.

“You have broken laws.”

“Certainly.”

“You have lied.”

“Frequently.”

“You have failed.”

“Spectacularly.”

He nodded.

“As expected.”

I frowned.

“That’s not the response I was hoping for.”

“What response were you hoping for?”

“Something along the lines of, ‘Despite his flaws, he possesses uncommon courage and handsome features.'”

The Ambassador considered this.

“That would be inaccurate.”

Miren unexpectedly smiled.

I considered that a victory.

Small victories are still victories.

I once celebrated finding matching socks.

The Ambassador looked toward the city.

Lights stretched from horizon to horizon.

Millions of lives.

Millions of arguments.

Millions of mistakes.

“The Council believes humanity is dangerous.”

“That’s fair.”

“The Council believes humanity is violent.”

“Also fair.”

“The Council believes your species damages every system it touches.”

I scratched my chin.

“Less flattering, but still difficult to argue.”

The Ambassador nodded once.

“Then you agree.”

“About half.”

His eyes narrowed slightly.

“The Council has observed thousands of your years.”

“Then they should know humans rarely agree with anything completely.”

“What part do you dispute?”

I looked toward Los Angeles.

A city of ten million stories.

Some wonderful.

Some horrifying.

Most both.

“The part where you think that’s the whole picture.”

The Ambassador waited.

Apparently Ambassadors did a lot of that.

Waiting.

Silence.

Looking wise.

I should try it sometime.

Probably not.

I’d get bored after twelve seconds.

“The Council sees wars?” I asked.

“Yes.”

“Genocide?”

“Yes.”

“Corruption?”

“Yes.”

“Political campaigns?”

“Especially political campaigns.”

For the first time, I thought I detected the faintest trace of humor.

Or perhaps I imagined it.

The man had the facial mobility of a marble monument.

“Good,” I said. “Then you’ve seen the bad parts.”

“They are extensive.”

“They are.”

I pointed toward the city.

“Have you also watched nurses work sixteen-hour shifts?”

The Ambassador said nothing.

“Teachers buying school supplies with their own money?”

Silence.

“Firefighters running into burning buildings?”

Silence.

“Parents sitting beside hospital beds for weeks because their child is dying?”

Miren looked down.

The injured bee shifted weakly on her finger.

I continued.

“Have you watched strangers donate blood?”

The Ambassador remained still.

“Kidneys?”

Stillness.

“Bone marrow?”

Stillness.

“Have you watched somebody stop their car to rescue a dog they don’t own?”

The meadow grew quiet.

“Have you watched ordinary people help other ordinary people when nobody is filming them?”

The Ambassador looked toward me.

“We have.”

“Then why are we only discussing the monsters?”

His gaze never left mine.

“Because monsters can destroy civilizations.”

I nodded.

“True.”

“And kindness cannot always stop them.”

“Also true.”

Miren spoke.

“Then why value kindness?”

The question surprised me.

Not because she asked it.

Because she genuinely wanted the answer.

I looked at the tiny bee.

Its damaged wing still dragged behind it.

Yet it remained alive.

Still trying.

Still moving.

“Because kindness is what rebuilds the civilization after the monsters are finished.”

Nobody spoke.

The helicopters moved closer.

The distant sound of their rotors rolled across the hills.

The Ambassador turned toward Elian.

“You see why the Council is concerned.”

“I do.”

“He argues emotionally.”

“All intelligent beings do.”

“He is attached.”

“So are you.”

That landed.

Miren looked away to hide a smile.

The Ambassador sighed.

It was the first sign he might actually be related to them.

Parents everywhere eventually reach the same conclusion.

Their children have become inconveniently intelligent.

The Ambassador looked back at me.

“What do you think humanity is?”

I laughed.

That question deserved it.

“What?”

“What do I think humanity is?”

“Yes.”

I pointed toward the city.

“A psychiatric ward that occasionally invents Mozart.”

Miren blinked.

Elian’s eyes widened slightly.

Even the Ambassador appeared momentarily uncertain.

“Explain.”

“We are ridiculous.”

I spread my arms.

“We fight over politics, religion, parking spaces, sports teams, and internet comments.”

The Ambassador listened.

“We poison things.”

I continued.

“We elect fools.”

Miren nodded.

“Repeatedly.”

She had apparently done her homework.

“We start wars.”

I nodded.

“Constantly.”

The Ambassador nodded.

“Yet somehow…”

I looked at the lights below.

“…we also write symphonies.”

Silence.

“We create art.”

Silence.

“We fall in love.”

Silence.

“We save people we don’t know.”

Silence.

“We keep trying.”

I pointed toward the bee.

“Just like her.”

The tiny bee moved one leg.

A ridiculous little gesture.

A microscopic declaration.

Still alive.

Still here.

Still trying.

Miren watched it carefully.

As if she were seeing something entirely new.

The Ambassador followed her gaze.

“One insect.”

“No,” I said.

“One life.”

Elian finally spoke.

“That is the distinction.”

Everyone turned toward her.

She stood quietly among the flowers.

The fading sunlight touched her wings.

For a moment she looked less like a queen and more like a woman carrying an impossible decision.

The Ambassador waited.

Elian took a breath.

“I did not remain because humans are good.”

I felt unexpectedly disappointed.

“Thank you,” I said.

She ignored me.

“I did not remain because humans are wise.”

“Also fair.”

She continued.

“I remained because humans are unfinished.”

The meadow seemed to hold its breath.

Even the helicopters felt farther away.

“Explain,” said the Ambassador.

Elian looked toward Los Angeles.

“They know what they are.”

Then she shook her head.

“No.”

“They know what they have been.”

Her eyes moved toward me.

“They do not yet know what they might become.”

Something tightened inside my chest.

It was becoming increasingly difficult to maintain professional emotional distance from a six-foot extraterrestrial queen.

A problem medical school had neglected to address.

“The Council judges them as a completed species,” Elian said.

“They are not.”

The Ambassador remained silent.

“They are still choosing.”

Miren lowered her eyes.

The injured bee rested quietly in her hand.

“Like me,” she said softly.

Elian smiled.

A real smile this time.

Small.

Warm.

Proud.

“Yes.”

The Ambassador studied both sisters.

For the first time since arriving, he appeared uncertain.

Not wrong.

Not angry.

Simply uncertain.

Which was somehow more important.

Then a searchlight swept across the meadow.

Bright.

Sudden.

Close.

The flowers immediately folded.

The bee buried itself against Miren’s palm.

The helicopters had found the hillside.

At least part of it.

The Ambassador looked upward.

Then beyond the helicopters.

Far beyond.

Toward the stars.

His expression changed.

Not much.

Just enough.

The kind of change doctors learn to notice.

The look people wear when bad news becomes real.

“What is it?” Elian asked.

The Ambassador remained silent for several seconds.

When he finally spoke, his voice sounded older.

“The Council has already acted.”

Nobody moved.

“What does that mean?” I asked.

“It means they did not wait for my report.”

Elian’s face hardened.

Miren’s wings stopped moving entirely.

The Ambassador looked toward Earth.

Then toward the sky.

“A vessel is coming.”

The words landed like stones.

I swallowed.

“What kind of vessel?”

“The kind sent when uncertainty is no longer tolerated.”

I did not like the sound of that.

Not even slightly.

Elian stepped forward.

“When?”

The Ambassador hesitated.

That frightened me more than anything else.

Powerful people hesitate only when the truth is unpleasant.

“Soon.”

“How soon?”

“Very soon.”

The helicopters continued searching.

Their lights crossed the hills like nervous fingers.

Below us, humanity remained completely unaware that interstellar bureaucracy had become interested in its future.

A terrifying thought.

Alien civilizations, apparently, suffered from committees.

The Ambassador looked directly at Elian.

“If humanity is to have a future among the stars, you must prove your judgment was correct.”

Elian nodded slowly.

“And if I cannot?”

The Ambassador said nothing.

He didn’t need to.

I had seen that silence before.

Doctors learn it.

Judges learn it.

Parents learn it.

The silence that means the answer is worse than the question.

Finally I spoke.

“How long do we have?”

The Ambassador looked upward.

Past the helicopters.

Past the clouds.

Past everything.

Toward whatever was coming.

“Less time,” he said quietly, “than your species believes.”