The curious thoughts of Jaron Summers

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

The first thing I learned about bee civilization was that it had sisters.

This may not sound profound.

Human civilization has sisters too.

It also has brothers, cousins, uncles, ex-wives, parking enforcement officers, and people who insist on bringing acoustic guitars to parties.

But I had not expected sisters from the stars.

I had expected councils. Fleets. Laws. Armies. Perhaps a crystal pyramid or two.

Instead, I got a family argument.

And because the universe has a theatrical streak, the argument took place in a meadow above Los Angeles while I stood there in an orange jail uniform, barefoot, bruised, and emotionally involved with a six-foot queen bee.

There are moments in a man’s life when he realizes he has drifted some distance from his original career plan.

This was one of mine.

Elian stood beside me in the fading light.

The flowers seemed taller now, their petals glowing softly with colors no paint company had yet ruined by naming them. Somewhere below us, Los Angeles glittered like a city pretending it had nothing to do with anything.

Elian’s sister hovered ten feet away.

Her name was Miren.

She was younger.

It was in the way she moved.

Too fast.

Too certain.

Too eager to prove that certainty was a virtue rather than a symptom.

She looked at Elian.

Then at me.

Then back at Elian.

“This is the human?” she asked.

“His name is Jed,” Elian said.

“He is small.”

“I am standing right here,” I said.

Miren looked down at me.

“Yes,” she said. “That is part of the problem.”

None of my medical training had prepared me for being criticized by an extraterrestrial bee princess.

“I’m actually considered average height,” I said.

“By whom?” Miren asked.

“Other humans.”

“That explains a great deal.”

Elian made a sound that might have been a warning.

Or a laugh.

With her it was not always easy to tell.

“Miren,” she said.

“What? I am only observing.”

“You are insulting.”

“Among sisters, observation and insult often share a border.”

That was true.

I had two sisters.

Neither could fly faster than light, but both had once reduced me to spiritual rubble over a haircut.

Miren moved closer to Elian.

“You stayed too long.”

“I know.”

“You interfered.”

“I know.”

“You revealed yourself.”

“I know.”

“You rescued him twice.”

“Three times,” I said.

Both sisters looked at me.

I raised one hand.

“Depending on how we classify emotional support.”

Miren stared at me as if deciding whether humans could be composted without paperwork.

Elian turned away, but I saw her mouth soften.

That small almost-smile did something to me.

It hit me with the sudden force of a diagnosis.

I was falling in love with her.

This was not wise.

As a physician, I could list the complications.

Species difference.

Scale difference.

Life expectancy difference.

Dietary uncertainty.

Government pursuit.

Possible interstellar sanctions.

And the strong likelihood that introducing her to my mother would require structural reinforcement.

Still, the heart is not a peer-reviewed organ.

It makes its own foolish notes in the margin.

Miren’s wings slowed.

“The Council knows,” she said.

The meadow seemed to grow quieter.

Even the flowers stopped moving.

Elian lowered her head slightly.

“How much?”

“Enough.”

“And the Ambassador?”

“He is coming.”

Elian closed her eyes.

For the first time since I had met her, she did not look powerful.

She looked young.

I wanted to touch her.

I did not know whether I was allowed to.

So I did the safest human thing.

I said something inadequate.

“Who’s the Ambassador?”

Miren looked at me.

“You do not know?”

“Until recently I thought bees mostly handled flowers.”

“The Ambassador is the one who speaks for us when silence is no longer possible.”

“That sounds expensive.”

“It is serious.”

“I usually joke when terrified.”

“Then you must joke constantly.”

“I’m American,” I said. “It’s how we avoid understanding our lives.”

Then something moved near my foot.

At first I thought it was a leaf.

A small brown shape struggling in the grass.

I bent down.

It was a bee.

An ordinary Earth bee.

Tiny.

Golden.

One wing crumpled against its body.

It dragged itself over a blade of grass and fell.

Then tried again.

I knelt.

“Careful,” Elian said.

“I’m a doctor.”

“Not for bees.”

“Tonight has expanded my practice.”

The little bee trembled in the grass.

Its legs moved weakly. Its body pulsed with effort. I could see dust on it. Pollen. A trace of damage near the wing joint.

There was something almost unbearable about this tiny creature trying to continue.

Not because it understood death.

Because it did not.

It only understood motion.

Try again.

Move.

Live.

I cupped my hands around it without touching.

“Can you help her?” Elian asked.

“Maybe,” I said. “Maybe not.”

“It is only one bee,” Miren said.

I looked up at her.

There was no cruelty in her face.

That was worse.

She meant it.

Only one bee.

A phrase humans had used since the beginning of time.

Only one child.

Only one village.

Only one species.

Only one planet.

“That’s where everything starts,” I said.

Miren tilted her head.

“What does?”

“The excuse.”

She stared at me.

Elian did too.

“When people don’t want to care,” I said, “they make the suffering smaller. They say it’s only one bee. Only one patient. Only one old woman alone in an apartment. Only one kid no one believed. Only one stranger in a jail uniform who probably deserved whatever happened to him.”

Elian’s eyes moved to mine.

“Did you?” she asked.

“Deserve it?”

She nodded.

“Some of it,” I said. “Not all of it.”

That was the most honest answer I had.

The little bee tried to climb again and failed.

Miren watched it.

The impatience in her face flickered.

Something else appeared.

Curiosity.

Then discomfort.

Then, to my surprise, shame.

“Among my people,” she said, “the individual belongs to the hive.”

“Among mine,” I said, “we say that too. Then we mostly forget the hive.”

“You are not very proud of humans.”

“Depends on the human.”

“Are you proud of yourself?”

That was a terrible question to ask a man in a jail uniform.

“Less often than I should be,” I said. “More often than I deserve.”

Elian looked at the bee.

“What does it need?”

“Sugar water. Shelter. Time. And a miracle would not hurt.”

“We have miracles,” Miren said.

“Good. I’m low.”

Miren lowered herself toward the grass.

She moved with astonishing delicacy.

The little bee trembled as Miren’s great hand came near.

A giant daughter of a star-faring hive knelt before a wounded insect the size of a fingernail.

Miren extended one finger.

Not touching.

Waiting.

The injured bee crawled toward the warmth.

Then stopped.

Miren looked at Elian.

“It is afraid.”

“Yes,” Elian said.

“Of me?”

“Perhaps.”

Miren seemed offended by this.

Then wounded.

Then thoughtful.

I liked her better in that order.

“How do I tell it I mean no harm?” she asked.

“Move slowly,” I said. “Let her come to you.”

“That is inefficient.”

“So is love.”

Elian turned toward me.

The words had come out before I could stop them.

A dangerous medical condition known as speaking.

Miren stared at me.

“Love is inefficient?”

“Terribly.”

“Then why do humans value it?”

“Because efficiency is what you use when you’re building a bridge. Love is what you use when the bridge collapses.”

For a long moment, no one moved.

Then Miren lowered her hand completely to the grass.

She waited.

The injured bee crawled onto her finger.

Miren did not breathe.

The tiny bee climbed higher.

Its damaged wing dragged behind it.

Miren lifted her hand.

Slowly.

Carefully.

As if she were carrying a sun.

“It weighs nothing,” she whispered.

“That’s one of life’s tricks,” I said. “The things that weigh nothing can become very heavy.”

Elian looked at her sister.

Something passed between them.

Not words.

History.

Miren brought the bee close to her chest.

Her wings vibrated softly.

The sound changed the air.

The flowers answered.

All around us, petals turned.

Not toward the sun.

Toward Miren.

One flower opened.

Then another.

Then a dozen more.

The meadow filled with color.

I had no scientific explanation for this.

As a doctor, I prefer scientific explanations.

They are useful.

They can be charted, tested, billed, denied by insurance, appealed, denied again, and finally sent to collections.

This was different.

This was not medicine.

It was recognition.

Miren turned to Elian.

“Will they help?”

Elian touched one open flower with the back of her hand.

The flower trembled.

A drop of amber liquid gathered at its center.

Elian lifted it gently and placed it near the injured bee.

The bee drank.

One tiny movement.

Then another.

Its body steadied.

Miren watched as if she had discovered fire.

“It wants to live,” she said.

“Most things do,” I said.

“Even when they are broken?”

“Especially then.”

Elian’s face softened.

It was not the face of a queen.

It was the face of someone watching her sister become larger by becoming gentle.

“You see?” Elian said.

Miren did not look away from the bee.

“I see one life.”

“That is enough.”

Miren’s wings stilled.

“No,” she said. “It is more than enough.”

Below us, sirens moved through the city.

Somewhere down there, men with guns and badges and encrypted radios were trying to solve a problem they believed was technological.

They were wrong.

The problem was moral.

Humans had learned how to make large things small.

Bee civilization, I was beginning to suspect, had learned how to make small things disappear into the large.

Perhaps both species had made the same mistake from opposite directions.

Perhaps that was why Elian had come.

Not to save us.

Not exactly.

Maybe she had come because two broken civilizations had something to teach each other, and the universe, with its terrible sense of humor, had chosen a cynical doctor in a prison jumpsuit as the blackboard.

A shadow crossed the meadow.

Elian looked up.

Miren did too.

The flowers closed halfway, as if preparing for bad news.

The air above us folded.

One moment there was sky.

The next, the sky bent inward, like blue silk pulled through an invisible ring.

Light gathered.

Not bright.

Old.

Some light looks young, sharp, and careless.

This light looked as if it had traveled through decisions.

A figure emerged from it.

Taller than Elian.

Older.

Still.

His wings did not beat.

They rested behind him like folded glass.

He descended without effort and touched the ground.

The meadow bowed.

I do not mean that poetically.

The grass bent.

The flowers lowered.

Even Miren lowered her head.

Elian did not.

But something in her changed.

A daughter standing straighter because a father had entered the room.

“Ambassador,” she said.

He looked at her.

Then at Miren.

Then at me.

“This,” he said, “is the human.”

I sighed.

“That seems to be catching on.”

No one laughed.

The Ambassador’s gaze moved to Miren’s hand.

He saw the injured bee resting on her finger.

“Why are you carrying that?” he asked.

Miren looked at the tiny bee.

Then at Elian.

Then at me.

For the first time since she had arrived, she did not answer quickly.

“Because it is alive,” she said.

The Ambassador was silent.

At last he turned to Elian.

“You have done more here than reveal us.”

Elian said nothing.

“You have changed her.”

Miren lifted her chin.

“Perhaps she has changed me for the better.”

“Perhaps,” the Ambassador said.

Then he looked at me again.

“Or perhaps he has.”

I considered denying everything.

That had been my basic legal strategy for several days.

But the injured bee moved on Miren’s finger.

One wing still damaged.

Still unable to fly.

Still trying.

“I didn’t change anyone,” I said. “I just said it mattered.”

The Ambassador studied me.

“The smallest dangerous sentence in any universe.”

Then he turned to Elian.

“We must speak.”

“I know.”

“The Council believes Earth is unstable.”

“Earth is unstable.”

“They believe humanity is violent.”

“Humanity is violent.”

“They believe contact was a mistake.”

Elian looked at me.

Not long.

Just long enough to ruin my balance.

“They may be wrong,” she said.

The Ambassador’s expression did not change.

“Then you will have to prove it.”

Below us, a helicopter moved through the distance.

Then another.

Their searchlights crossed the hills.

Miren shielded the injured bee with her other hand.

It was a small gesture.

Almost nothing.

But Elian saw it.

The Ambassador saw it.

And I saw it.

A princess of the stars protecting one broken Earth bee from the lights of frightened men.

I did not know it then, but that was the moment the future changed.

Not loudly.

Not with thunder.

Not with armies or declarations.

The future changed because something powerful bent over something fragile and decided not to let it die.

The Ambassador looked toward the helicopters.

Then toward Elian.

Then toward me.

“We need to discuss the human,” he said.

Elian stepped closer to me.

Not in front of me.

Beside me.

That mattered.

“Yes,” she said. “We do.”

The searchlights swept nearer.

Miren held the injured bee against her heart.

And for one impossible moment, in a meadow above Los Angeles, two civilizations waited to see whether they were about to become enemies, family, or something stranger than either.